11th September 2015

Week 2:                                                                                              

This week has consisted of absorbing and processing this recent news then moving onto sharing with relevant others. The main focus being the challenging task of engaging with my nearest and dearest to try and make some sense of this unfolding chapter.

A really emotionally draining week; not only taking care of myself but also trying to adapt to the needs of my closest family.

This unfolding journey becoming one of 'drawing together' and finding strength/sustenance from good friends and family

Some progressive activity this week includes:

• Chiropractor intervention to help with long term back pain.
• Sourcing a quality road cycle to help maintain strength in legs as I'm not using them enough and notice a deterioration in muscle tone and bulk. I hope to join the gym next week too to assist in this process, working on core strength and leg strength. The overall idea to maintain mobility as long as possible.
• Setting up appointments with the team that will be involved in my long term well-being package
• Starting to draft some ideas for end of life plan/living will/advance directive

I'd been planning to go to London today (Friday) to attend the Dignity in Dying debate in  & near parliament - but feel too tired and would have difficulty on  my own I think. So will watch on TV as a supportive advocate. I'm clearly focused on the outcome of this ethical and existential process. 

Had a great catch up with an amazing chap last night - was great to hear about things outside my own dilemma.

Today is filled with more encounters of the human kind...... :)